I fight everyday. Just because you don't see the battle, doesn't mean I'm not at war. But for me, losing is not an option.

The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows, it’s a very mean and nasty place, and I don’t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done!
Now if you know what you’re worth, then go out and get what you’re worth, but you gotta be willing to take the hits and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody.
Cowards do that and that ain’t you, you're better than that.

but in the end the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself

hade trist såhär innan jag ska ta bussen tillbaks hem till mor min så jag satt och sjöng litt. gitarren är även hos mamma så jag fick köra med lite youtubekaraoke men allt går med våld och vaselin. nåmen skämt åsido. men tänkte att jag delar med mig ändå bara för skojs skull, jag kan inte ens hela låten så jag sjöng det lilla jag kan. vem bryr sig, shit happens, hur som haver trosan skaver

At this point in my life

I've done so many things wrong, I don't know if I can do right
You see it's been a hard road the road I'm traveling on
And if I take your hand I might lead you down the path to ruin
I've had a hard life, I'm just saying it so you'll understand
That right now, right now, I'm doing the best I can

Although I've mostly walked in the shadows, I'm still searching for the light
And you see I've been climbing stairs but mostly stumbling down
I've been reaching high but always losing ground
You see I've conquered hills but I still have mountains to climb
And right now I'm doing the best I can, at this point in my life

Before we take a step, before we walk down that path
Before I make any promises, before you have regrets
Let me tell you of my past, all I've seen and all I've done and the things I'd like to forget